Happy Nui Year Resolution

Gong Xi Fai Cai.

Usually people do their new year resolution on ang moh calendar while i do mine on lunar new year. It special in a sense. The date of the next lunar year is not fix. You know what I mean? Like as ang moh New Year is fix on 1st Jan while Lunar New Year is not fix on a date on the ang moh calendar. (hmm.. I not sure about if the Lunar Year got 365 days a not)

Why now I writing down my resolution this year?
Causes I think if I don't write down what are my goals then I wouldnt have the whole heart to do anything at all.

The Lunar New Year Resolution 2009:

1) Loss at least 5 to 10kg over this Nui year.
I been saying that I want to loss weight from my secondary day till last year, i still can't get my ass off the chair to do some serious exercise. Don't worry about me losing 10kg that just a target to aim for. Right now, i still under the healthy range of BMI.

2) Find a job.
Ya. I need a job. I need $$ for me to live my simple life. My $$ is running very low after I pay my insurance fee in june.

3) Don't be so anti-social.
I think I been really anti-social. Causes, when people try to contact me, I didnt return call or sms, I just simply off my handphone and don't on my handphone for a few days if I want. Or I just disappear from the MSN. I don't on my MSN for a few days also. Causes I don't see a point to chat with people who don't want to reply me when I chat with them when they didnt show they are neither busy nor away. Besides i also don't see a point to talk to anyone and no one want to chat with me.
I guess the more I grow older, I get less chatting. Less topic to talk to, I guess. So now I try be more friendlier. Hopefully, cross my finger on this.

4) Talk to my mother nicely on the phone
I think sometimes I been too hostile to my mother in term of talking. Hmm. I think my close friends know whom I talking to, if it my parents who called me on my phone by listen to the tone that I used while I talking on the phone.
It just that sometime talking to her, my temper just flared up.
It not that I don't love her. It just that sometime she just like to ask some weird questions and answers. Like asking where my brother go to? I mean if you want to find out, why don't you call him, why call me. Where got older brother telling his kid sister where he go to?
Her way of doing things also weird in a sense.
I think I'm having love and "hate" relationship with my mother. Think the "hate" is more of anger type ba.

5) Driving more on the road.
I getting timid on driving, lost my skill of driving and parking after passing for so long. I need the black and white poles to guide me how to park, I think. I wonder when the auto park car system would be in Singapore so that I don't need to park the car on manual.
So crappy. To think i ace all my circuit test without any point been deduct and I can't park a car when i out of the driving center or without help from my father. Maybe should ask my friends to be the "guiding poles" when i out parking, at most roll over their toes with tyres while I park the car. Ho, friends? =)))
i still havent pass my father's test before he let me drive alone so at the meantime, he still seat beside me.

6) Eat less fried/junk food.
Trying to cut down on this. Think these past few weeks, I been eating those junk/fried food. The chinese horoscope say that this Nui Year, it easy for me to get sick. Better be safe than sorry.
Consider that my block nose and phelgm havent clear at all till now.

7) Try to sleep Early.
Not as sleeping at 2 or 3am. The health article say if people sleep before 10pm, it good for the body as the circulation start at 9pm.
Hmm. But now I still fully awake writing my resolution. =p

8) Taking part in some run/walk event.
Be a part of health lifestyle.

9) Go travelling.
Hopefully can go travel oversea this year. Consider that last year I only out to JB.
Maybe I can try to go travelling alone. Hopefully. Out of my timid protected shelter life.

10) Having a boyfriend.
Maybe it kind of laughable since that I never been in a BGR before. People think I got high expectation. I also don't know. I just looking for that sparks ba or something. Me also not sure. When young, I think it kind of wasteful to be in BGR unless that person is the one. It like why go into a relationship when you can't see the future with that person together. I don't want to rush into a relationship just because I never been to one.
Beside, i think I'm a weirdo.
I think I having more crushes. Causes, it like, I like guy A but maybe after awhile, I find that I don't really like him. Then after sometime, I like guy B but maybe after a few days, I don't like him at all.
Ya. I'm not bold enough to ask guy to be my boyfriend. Haha.

I think I'm 80% of a daddy's girl except the crying part as in the explaination below.
What is a daddy's girl mean?
In which a man dotes on his daughter, coddling and protecting her and giving her whatever she wants. A daddy's girl knows that she is her father’s life and often takes advantage of the fact that he can’t stand to see her cry.

I guess I want a guy who dotes,protecting me and that chemisty sparks between us ba.

My 10 resolution. The last one just leave it to fate ba can't rush to it. The rest are mostly health or some goals that I wish I can achieve this year.

I hate shopping

I guess I'm still growing, in term of both horizontal and vertical. I wonder if my height grow a not?
Consider that my feet are getting bigger in vertical way. =(
Previously, was wearing size 38 now size 39 shoes. I got Morton's toe. WTH. =(
I'm a freak. I thinking my second toes are still growing, they are freaking long.

As for horizontal, everyone can guess easily, that is the body shape. KNS.

That why sometimes I hate shopping especially with friends nowaday. Causes, most of the shops display SMALL size clothes or shoes size 35 to 36. Why can't they just display larger size for clothes and shoes. Why only display small sizes. It felt so shitty when the design that I like doesn't come with my size or that I can't fit to any of it. My friends got to wait for me patiently to try the clothes and only later found out that I can't wear that clothes at all, some more, those formal dresses label as Large, I still can't zip it. WTF. Don't label the dresses as large when a person with 36C can't zip at all. I still within a healthy BMI, mind you. Ya. I fill with envy when my friends can fill in the small size clothes nicely.

Don't tell me to go to those shops especially for large people. Causes, I also go there to try the clothes. Their small size is too loose for me. =.=

Maybe I should try to become a bamboo just to fit in those tiny winy clothes or should I try to become a 90kg person to try at the large clothes shops? I guess become a 90kg person should be easier, just eat and sleep consider that part of my lifestyle right now.

As for the feet, there's no cure for it at all. Normally, if I bought a pair of heels that I like but go back home and tried it and realise it a bit tight or too high for my likes, I would usually give it to my mom so that she can wear it. As my mom's feet is a size smaller than mine, she just need to put those sponge to the shoes to wear it but now my feet like growing longer and the shoes size that I bought it getting bigger, she can't wear it with sponge anymore. Now my mother suggest cut off my second toes so that she can continue to wear my shoes. What a great mom she is. =(

unwell

Lot of mucus struck at the throat area for the past 2 weeks and suffer from ear block. Can't even hear my handphone sound. Can't seem to clear the mucus. Damn discomfort and can't even breathe properly. Restless.

Wonder Girls' Nobody MV

I guess most of my friends know that right now I into korean pop, variety shows and their dramas. Even thought, i don't understand a single word of what they saying but I just like the tunes of their music, their gags, their story which there are kind people out there to sub the songs and shows to english subtitle. So thankfully of them to sub the songs and shows so that it help those people who are like me who don't understand a single word of what they talking about to understand what the songs and the shows.

So here i present this song that i got hook on recently by "Wonder Girls" and their song title "Nobody". I like this girl group a lot causes they are cute in a way and most of their songs are catchy. Like "Irony", "Tell Me", "So Hot". For this MV, please be prepare as the first part is kind of disgusting but it kind of funny too. If you having dinner at the moment, I guess it would be better to watch the MV start at 2 minute causes the real song start at that spot.



It come with lot of remix that you can find at youtube. This is suppose to be the orginal version.
There even come with Rock, Disco,Rainstone, MetalRock etc.