Tuesday, May 5, 2009

computer killer

Either that I'm having jinx hands or that Windows Vista isn't my cup of tea. It keep showing me black screen when ever that it boot up, if it miracle enough showing the window startup screen, then it the internet connection that would having the problem. It just wouldn't connect to the bloody network whenever that I unplug the network adaptor and plug it in again while I still can connect with my lousy laptop which is operating Window XP.

I guess it time to send the video card for some inspection before it warrenty past it expire date. Previously, I thought it the RAM having problem causes when I first bought it, the 2nd RAM is having problem but since that my computer can run with it 1G of RAM, I just left the spolit RAM aside consider it kind of troublesome to just to go down to exchange the RAM when I didn't pass the area since that the warrenty for the RAM is lifetime warrenty but even since that I move my table to another side of the wall, my computer start behaving weird. When it restart, it would just show me black screen, while I can prefectly heard the startup sound. Then after awhile, it just wouldn't show me anything beside black when I startup. So in the end, I took both the RAM for exchange. Causes my ex-manager told me it better to exchange both of the RAM to the same batch of model so that there wouldn't be any problem. But I think the uncle is kind of restless as he test the RAM half-heartedly. While he confirm that one of the RAM was spolit, he continue test with the new RAM that he get from the storeroom but it seen that my supposly "good" RAM was having problem to combine the power with the other RAM. In the end the uncle exchange both of my RAM.

Since that both new RAM are in, my computer still act weird. I guess it the video card that having problem. Argh, why I keep having problem with my computer. Argh. KNS.

Now, I 'm blogging using my slow laptop. At least it doesn't had connection problem, the screen doesn't fail on me, it doesn't have any annoying popout when you try to connect to its offically MSN stuff beside the slowness of uploading the website. But it wouldn't be long that it would die on me. I 'm cursed with jinx hands.

Monday, April 27, 2009

warm, hot

Argh. These few days and nights had been a killer. So hot during the day and so warm during the nights. It has make me unable to sleep at nights without waking up every few hours and blast the fan to its max.

Just a few days ago, bought my grandma to hospital for her eyes checkup, I realise that the female chinese clerks or admin assistants at the eyes clinic all look very young and somemore not bad looking. Plus most of the doctors at the hospital look very youngful too. I thought the doctors would all look much more older looking consider that they spent so many years of study before they become a doctor.

Even thought we been to the TTS hospital for 4 to 5 times for the checkups, how come it always happen during our turn of checkups that some incidents would happen. Like they forgot to take ECG(Electrocardiography) for my grandma heart condition during the first checkup when we already told them that she got some heart condition and in the end we need to wait again. Then after the operation and back for the checkup, the staff had already taking the refraction reading from my grandma and record it down but in the end the staff helper for the doctor claim that my grandma didnt take the refraction reading machine. =.='''

By the way, my grandma is well and her eyesight is super good, far more better than my eyesight if you want to know consider that she can read the tiny winy figure.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

The Holes In The Wall


The men came over to my house to install the bracket-molded for the TV installation on the wall in my Bro's room yesterday and that the holes they left behind in my bedroom instead. Damn irritated by it. Cause I spent a lot of time painting my room and now 3 ugly eyesore white paste on my wall and dusty room from the debris left behind from the drilling. Well maybe I should be grateful to them so that I can know that there isn't any body struck in the wall between my bro's and my room like the Korean horror movie "The Phone" since that I can look through the holes to my bro's room. Thankfully that, the wall between my bro's room and mine doesn't collapse and become 1 single big room.

Now, I sleeping in the middle of my bedroom since that the holes are just beside my previous sleeping area corner and that holes need to re-fill up after it dried. Is there any sandpaper for the wall to sand it to make it smooth again? I need to repaint my room again but I do not know what design should I go for. Or maybe I should look for wallpaper? Consider that painting require a lot of strength and work. Beside that I think it can cover any uneven surface on the wall. hmmm....

**Update: The wallpaper look nice but it expersive than the paint after I go and surf around through the web. =(

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Super Junior

Ya. More intro to kpop. But this time round, intro more club beat music. Their new MV call "Sorry Sorry".

Love the beat of the music. Some more can look at some of the eye candies.
This korean band consider of 13 guys. With some of them in acting, DJ-ing, modelling etc. Dun ask me why so many people in 1 group but from what I know this group got a few sub groups. Some time they split into smaller group for other purpose. Like sub group call "Super Junior M" is target at Mandarin group audience where they sing in mandarin etc.

At first I don't really listen to their music but mainly for their variety shows in korean like "Explore Human Body" where they try to find out what the human body can do like the tasting,speed etc. Cause in that shows, they are funny and dorky. Besides that, they are in the same company as DBSK my favorite band.

But this time round, I like their new 3rd album. Another song that i like is this song call "Why I like you" also another song that can dance to.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

My favourite Band

Back with my crave on korea stuff or should I say jpop? Consider that they from Korea and been famous through their country with their songs but when they are in their top of their games, they been launch to Japan to be a part of foreign group trying out in the Japan music industry.

I came to like this boy group a lot for the past 1 year or so and been watching their past performances on every video channel that I can access to before the video been remove due to the copyright of the shows/company.

Most of the people who know about the kpop should know this group of boy group very well. They are the DBSK or TVXQ or Tohoshinki or 东方神起 consider where their fans are from. Usually I just search for their latest performances by DBSK name. Causes most of their fans would just list all their group names under the tags.

I just too lazy to write when they are form. So I just paste the link of wiki of their group information and when they went to Japan to launch their japanese songs.
Here is the link of wiki http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TVXQ



I just write why I like this group a lot. They are humor in their variety shows and humble. I just like to see them goofy around when they are in their interview or before their perfomances. I like the seriousness when they do their music/perfomances. Love how they treat each other in their ways. They are tall from 178cm to 188cm. Beside that, they are handsome in their own ways.


Watch this youtube. I love their acapella but then this song is in Japanese and not in Korean. Consider that I don't know the language but their voices are still beautiful.


This video is in their early days when they just started out in Japan. Their dances are super nice. Kekeke. Love it.

Now introduct the group members.
Starting from the elderest.
Jae Joong

The flower boy, consider that his face is the prettiest among the guys of the group.
Like the way he talk without thinking when he's in comfort zone. Love the way how he treat his members. Basically he love to cook for the members when they live together in Japan.

Yunho

My 2nd favourite member. He's the leader of the group. He dance well. He's humble. He like kids a lot. Love his kindness when he donate money to his school and ask his fans to donate to the needy. When the group members are in their "crazy mood", he would try to save the situation before it goes out of hand. Love his manly look, consider that he got 3 scars on his face accidentally and 1 scar near his throat from surgery. Now you can't see the scars as it been photoshop away or through the makeup. Love his cute tiger tooth smile before he straighten his teeth. Love to see him hugging his group members and pray before their perfomances/awards.

Yoochun

He's consider as the fashion guide in their group. Alway ahead of fashion in his own way. His hairstyles alway changing. I like the way that he's emotion. Like him when he tease my favourite member in funny way. Love his expression the most. He's dorky in a way. He the one with better English as he been living in US when he was young.

Junsu

My favourite member of all even thought he not the usual handsome guy but his charisma is the one that I like about. He is the type of handsome that grow on you everytime you see him. I started to notice this band because of him. When I came across the song that he sang "Timeless" with Zhang Li Yin in youtube. In the begining, I just like the music of it and the MV even thought I don't understand Korean at all causes it very sad like those melodrama music in Korea drama. I love his voice a lot but can't say much when he sing in English or Mandarin as his accent is very strong. Maybe that why the members love to tease him to spell in English. He constant "bullied" by the group members as they all know that he wouldn't be really angry. He would usually laugh it off and joking scold his group members back. Love his cutness. Love his seriousness when he on stage. Love the way that he dance. Love his dorkness when he with his group members. Love the way he eat. Love him when he space off on his own.

Changmin

He's the youngest and the tallest among the group members. Like his constant stares at his older members when they are talking. Like his loves of food. Alway constant cut off by Junsu when it his question time. Like him constant "bicker" with Junsu. Love his smiling eyes when he really happy. When he's mad, he would become scary but most of the time he usually quiet and shy. Sometime when I look at his picture of his longer hair style, it kind of remind me of younger version Jerry Yan of Taiwan F4 or Ceng Shao Zong of Taiwan 可米小子, so i prefer his shorter hair.

So that the reasons why I love this group a lot even thought I don't understand Korean or Japanese language at all. It their way of carry themselves, their groofness, their dorkness, their kindness ,their seriousness in their music, their voices, their dances and care of the others that why they been love by the fans from other countries.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy Nui Year Resolution

Gong Xi Fai Cai.

Usually people do their new year resolution on ang moh calendar while i do mine on lunar new year. It special in a sense. The date of the next lunar year is not fix. You know what I mean? Like as ang moh New Year is fix on 1st Jan while Lunar New Year is not fix on a date on the ang moh calendar. (hmm.. I not sure about if the Lunar Year got 365 days a not)

Why now I writing down my resolution this year?
Causes I think if I don't write down what are my goals then I wouldnt have the whole heart to do anything at all.

The Lunar New Year Resolution 2009:

1) Loss at least 5 to 10kg over this Nui year.
I been saying that I want to loss weight from my secondary day till last year, i still can't get my ass off the chair to do some serious exercise. Don't worry about me losing 10kg that just a target to aim for. Right now, i still under the healthy range of BMI.

2) Find a job.
Ya. I need a job. I need $$ for me to live my simple life. My $$ is running very low after I pay my insurance fee in june.

3) Don't be so anti-social.
I think I been really anti-social. Causes, when people try to contact me, I didnt return call or sms, I just simply off my handphone and don't on my handphone for a few days if I want. Or I just disappear from the MSN. I don't on my MSN for a few days also. Causes I don't see a point to chat with people who don't want to reply me when I chat with them when they didnt show they are neither busy nor away. Besides i also don't see a point to talk to anyone and no one want to chat with me.
I guess the more I grow older, I get less chatting. Less topic to talk to, I guess. So now I try be more friendlier. Hopefully, cross my finger on this.

4) Talk to my mother nicely on the phone
I think sometimes I been too hostile to my mother in term of talking. Hmm. I think my close friends know whom I talking to, if it my parents who called me on my phone by listen to the tone that I used while I talking on the phone.
It just that sometime talking to her, my temper just flared up.
It not that I don't love her. It just that sometime she just like to ask some weird questions and answers. Like asking where my brother go to? I mean if you want to find out, why don't you call him, why call me. Where got older brother telling his kid sister where he go to?
Her way of doing things also weird in a sense.
I think I'm having love and "hate" relationship with my mother. Think the "hate" is more of anger type ba.

5) Driving more on the road.
I getting timid on driving, lost my skill of driving and parking after passing for so long. I need the black and white poles to guide me how to park, I think. I wonder when the auto park car system would be in Singapore so that I don't need to park the car on manual.
So crappy. To think i ace all my circuit test without any point been deduct and I can't park a car when i out of the driving center or without help from my father. Maybe should ask my friends to be the "guiding poles" when i out parking, at most roll over their toes with tyres while I park the car. Ho, friends? =)))
i still havent pass my father's test before he let me drive alone so at the meantime, he still seat beside me.

6) Eat less fried/junk food.
Trying to cut down on this. Think these past few weeks, I been eating those junk/fried food. The chinese horoscope say that this Nui Year, it easy for me to get sick. Better be safe than sorry.
Consider that my block nose and phelgm havent clear at all till now.

7) Try to sleep Early.
Not as sleeping at 2 or 3am. The health article say if people sleep before 10pm, it good for the body as the circulation start at 9pm.
Hmm. But now I still fully awake writing my resolution. =p

8) Taking part in some run/walk event.
Be a part of health lifestyle.

9) Go travelling.
Hopefully can go travel oversea this year. Consider that last year I only out to JB.
Maybe I can try to go travelling alone. Hopefully. Out of my timid protected shelter life.

10) Having a boyfriend.
Maybe it kind of laughable since that I never been in a BGR before. People think I got high expectation. I also don't know. I just looking for that sparks ba or something. Me also not sure. When young, I think it kind of wasteful to be in BGR unless that person is the one. It like why go into a relationship when you can't see the future with that person together. I don't want to rush into a relationship just because I never been to one.
Beside, i think I'm a weirdo.
I think I having more crushes. Causes, it like, I like guy A but maybe after awhile, I find that I don't really like him. Then after sometime, I like guy B but maybe after a few days, I don't like him at all.
Ya. I'm not bold enough to ask guy to be my boyfriend. Haha.

I think I'm 80% of a daddy's girl except the crying part as in the explaination below.
What is a daddy's girl mean?
In which a man dotes on his daughter, coddling and protecting her and giving her whatever she wants. A daddy's girl knows that she is her father’s life and often takes advantage of the fact that he can’t stand to see her cry.

I guess I want a guy who dotes,protecting me and that chemisty sparks between us ba.

My 10 resolution. The last one just leave it to fate ba can't rush to it. The rest are mostly health or some goals that I wish I can achieve this year.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I hate shopping

I guess I'm still growing, in term of both horizontal and vertical. I wonder if my height grow a not?
Consider that my feet are getting bigger in vertical way. =(
Previously, was wearing size 38 now size 39 shoes. I got Morton's toe. WTH. =(
I'm a freak. I thinking my second toes are still growing, they are freaking long.

As for horizontal, everyone can guess easily, that is the body shape. KNS.

That why sometimes I hate shopping especially with friends nowaday. Causes, most of the shops display SMALL size clothes or shoes size 35 to 36. Why can't they just display larger size for clothes and shoes. Why only display small sizes. It felt so shitty when the design that I like doesn't come with my size or that I can't fit to any of it. My friends got to wait for me patiently to try the clothes and only later found out that I can't wear that clothes at all, some more, those formal dresses label as Large, I still can't zip it. WTF. Don't label the dresses as large when a person with 36C can't zip at all. I still within a healthy BMI, mind you. Ya. I fill with envy when my friends can fill in the small size clothes nicely.

Don't tell me to go to those shops especially for large people. Causes, I also go there to try the clothes. Their small size is too loose for me. =.=

Maybe I should try to become a bamboo just to fit in those tiny winy clothes or should I try to become a 90kg person to try at the large clothes shops? I guess become a 90kg person should be easier, just eat and sleep consider that part of my lifestyle right now.

As for the feet, there's no cure for it at all. Normally, if I bought a pair of heels that I like but go back home and tried it and realise it a bit tight or too high for my likes, I would usually give it to my mom so that she can wear it. As my mom's feet is a size smaller than mine, she just need to put those sponge to the shoes to wear it but now my feet like growing longer and the shoes size that I bought it getting bigger, she can't wear it with sponge anymore. Now my mother suggest cut off my second toes so that she can continue to wear my shoes. What a great mom she is. =(