Happy Nui Year Resolution

Gong Xi Fai Cai.

Usually people do their new year resolution on ang moh calendar while i do mine on lunar new year. It special in a sense. The date of the next lunar year is not fix. You know what I mean? Like as ang moh New Year is fix on 1st Jan while Lunar New Year is not fix on a date on the ang moh calendar. (hmm.. I not sure about if the Lunar Year got 365 days a not)

Why now I writing down my resolution this year?
Causes I think if I don't write down what are my goals then I wouldnt have the whole heart to do anything at all.

The Lunar New Year Resolution 2009:

1) Loss at least 5 to 10kg over this Nui year.
I been saying that I want to loss weight from my secondary day till last year, i still can't get my ass off the chair to do some serious exercise. Don't worry about me losing 10kg that just a target to aim for. Right now, i still under the healthy range of BMI.

2) Find a job.
Ya. I need a job. I need $$ for me to live my simple life. My $$ is running very low after I pay my insurance fee in june.

3) Don't be so anti-social.
I think I been really anti-social. Causes, when people try to contact me, I didnt return call or sms, I just simply off my handphone and don't on my handphone for a few days if I want. Or I just disappear from the MSN. I don't on my MSN for a few days also. Causes I don't see a point to chat with people who don't want to reply me when I chat with them when they didnt show they are neither busy nor away. Besides i also don't see a point to talk to anyone and no one want to chat with me.
I guess the more I grow older, I get less chatting. Less topic to talk to, I guess. So now I try be more friendlier. Hopefully, cross my finger on this.

4) Talk to my mother nicely on the phone
I think sometimes I been too hostile to my mother in term of talking. Hmm. I think my close friends know whom I talking to, if it my parents who called me on my phone by listen to the tone that I used while I talking on the phone.
It just that sometime talking to her, my temper just flared up.
It not that I don't love her. It just that sometime she just like to ask some weird questions and answers. Like asking where my brother go to? I mean if you want to find out, why don't you call him, why call me. Where got older brother telling his kid sister where he go to?
Her way of doing things also weird in a sense.
I think I'm having love and "hate" relationship with my mother. Think the "hate" is more of anger type ba.

5) Driving more on the road.
I getting timid on driving, lost my skill of driving and parking after passing for so long. I need the black and white poles to guide me how to park, I think. I wonder when the auto park car system would be in Singapore so that I don't need to park the car on manual.
So crappy. To think i ace all my circuit test without any point been deduct and I can't park a car when i out of the driving center or without help from my father. Maybe should ask my friends to be the "guiding poles" when i out parking, at most roll over their toes with tyres while I park the car. Ho, friends? =)))
i still havent pass my father's test before he let me drive alone so at the meantime, he still seat beside me.

6) Eat less fried/junk food.
Trying to cut down on this. Think these past few weeks, I been eating those junk/fried food. The chinese horoscope say that this Nui Year, it easy for me to get sick. Better be safe than sorry.
Consider that my block nose and phelgm havent clear at all till now.

7) Try to sleep Early.
Not as sleeping at 2 or 3am. The health article say if people sleep before 10pm, it good for the body as the circulation start at 9pm.
Hmm. But now I still fully awake writing my resolution. =p

8) Taking part in some run/walk event.
Be a part of health lifestyle.

9) Go travelling.
Hopefully can go travel oversea this year. Consider that last year I only out to JB.
Maybe I can try to go travelling alone. Hopefully. Out of my timid protected shelter life.

10) Having a boyfriend.
Maybe it kind of laughable since that I never been in a BGR before. People think I got high expectation. I also don't know. I just looking for that sparks ba or something. Me also not sure. When young, I think it kind of wasteful to be in BGR unless that person is the one. It like why go into a relationship when you can't see the future with that person together. I don't want to rush into a relationship just because I never been to one.
Beside, i think I'm a weirdo.
I think I having more crushes. Causes, it like, I like guy A but maybe after awhile, I find that I don't really like him. Then after sometime, I like guy B but maybe after a few days, I don't like him at all.
Ya. I'm not bold enough to ask guy to be my boyfriend. Haha.

I think I'm 80% of a daddy's girl except the crying part as in the explaination below.
What is a daddy's girl mean?
In which a man dotes on his daughter, coddling and protecting her and giving her whatever she wants. A daddy's girl knows that she is her father’s life and often takes advantage of the fact that he can’t stand to see her cry.

I guess I want a guy who dotes,protecting me and that chemisty sparks between us ba.

My 10 resolution. The last one just leave it to fate ba can't rush to it. The rest are mostly health or some goals that I wish I can achieve this year.